Monday, January 21, 2008
so lost now.....
supposed to be on am today, but nose bleed like flowing water again this morning........so in the end, have to call Anthony (the sup today) and told him that i wouldn't be coming to wk...plan to go n see my family doc one since he have a full detailed of my medical details mah, but who know he's not around, think went oversea of what ever la so didn't really seen a doc in the end.....don wann poly-clinic because i hate to wait and the waiting time is damn fucking long laso in the end stay at home and slp lol, saw bun, zilin SMS but can't reply them cos, my pre-paid card is running low value ald haven't topped up mah.... sorry girls, i don mean to don reply u onejust wann to be alone today, wann to sort some thoughts out, really have tons of things on my mind now lol, haiz frankly speaking i really wann to have a gd talk wz him and see just what the hell he wann and what the solution......just what's going on this few days mah, everything just don seems to be right, and everything that i don wann to face just came together one by one, what the fuck mah!!!! hiaz, now i think i can only take one step at a time man, looks like things have to settled one by one bawhere were the hell are u when i need u most??!!!!! u r such a fucker!! a big time fucker!!! u ass-hole FUCKING JERK!!!!!!!!='(
Bernadette Karen remembered on 16:46.
