Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Kama.... does it really happens?
Kama.... does it really happens??
i don know.....
if it does than i think there's nothing i can do other than to accept it,
will what both of us had done in the past comes back to me and in some ways or rather?
i don know or care if you care this anot,
but for me i really do,
i can't imagine if my future boyfriend does the same things as you do,
i will go crazy,
knowing you was a disaster, getting involve with you was an terrible nightmare,
but than i can chose to avoid this disaster and nightmare in the first place,
but i didn't, i chose to sank deeply so deeply into you this "disaster"
so deeply that most of the time i couldn't pull myself off theses mess!!
and now i feel the pitch kinda too late i guess........
all i can say is...
"Karen, you ask for it period!"
i don want to have a guilty conscience anymore! i had enough of those!
i don know if i am free from the disaster or nightmare from now,
but so far so good, and i hope it will remains like this,
just remains like this....................
Bernadette Karen remembered on 05:12.
