Wednesday, January 23, 2008
got to go to bed
oooh my!!!!
it almost 2am ald.......better go n catch some slp first, later morning shift eh hahahawell good night folks,will update soon,PS if i have the time and mood...... haha i will try la ok =)GOOD NITE PPL
Bernadette Karen remembered on 02:04.
give me another wk
i been telling myself lately,
"give yourself another more wk, than go n test again.... if really is a + than go for the decision that u have ald had in mind...."
well ya think that the only out lol, although i seriously hope that it'll be a false alarm but such thing are just not within my control mah....
been trying to act as per normal @ wk, trying to make ppl think that i am fine, well i am fine mah...... am i not???
well don know la, still don have a proper chance to talk to him yet although i ald know for sure what his respond will be like.... so i really wonder, does it really help if i told him anything?? does it help??
eerhhhhhh, gosh goodness.......
i don like this fucking way of me la, hate this way of living.........
hate to have e thoughts of "am i?? am i not??" "should he know anot?" "should i tell him"
god damn i just hate this........
had been through all the above once is enough ald............
i really can't afford to go through another time, neither do i can take it to go through another round...... i can't.......
Bernadette Karen remembered on 01:19.
what a screwed up day......
i actually forget that i changed off day wz nurul........
n today i am supposed to be on pm shift since i changed wz nurul,
but i actually FORGET!!!!
lucky zilin called me and told me that i working,
if not i tell u i am so so screwed man!!!
took a cab down in the rush, although now was supper broke la
but no choice mah,
who call i forget......
than reach island at 1245........
gosh what a screwed up day man......
='(
what happening???!!!!!
Bernadette Karen remembered on 01:14.
