Saturday, October 31, 2009
rainy morning~~
almost 6.30 in the morning now,
and it is raining cats and dogs out there,
pretty cold Saturday morning today haha
just turn 23 yesterday gosh feel so old eh haha
i never went out, haha surprise eh,
i am at home the whole day yesterday lol,
Mum brought a cake for me haha so have a simple mini celebration at home hehe
23 already eh hmmm well as the years goes by as i am getting older and older,
i am not really excited that my birthday is coming eh haha
don know eh don know if it is i am getting older or what so ever haha
but trust me, no matter how not excited you are,
but when you received SMS or people wrote their birthday wishes
on your facebook's wall, it feels really nice and warm haha
well quite a lot of things happened lately,
and each time every incident happened there's bounds to have conflict,
and when there is conflict, that's it!
for all you know you might just lost one friend or even more friends like that!
well sad to said but that really true! so ironic isn't it huh haha
i think that's life i guess,
and after all this nonsense incident happened,
it came to me that who is actually the true friends that will stand by your side
and be with you though the thick and thin together,
they will share the joy with me when i am happy,
the will share my sorrow with me when i am sad,
those who you used to think will be the one to stand with you though out
will just chuck you one side when you think the person will be with you,
and the last person that you expect will come to you
and walk though all the nonsense with you,
that how ironic life it!
so what happens now is, let it be,
what happened had happened,
no point looking over and keeps talking about it
because at the end of the day, nothing can be changed,
so just move forward and keeps walking!
some one told me this, a person might be financially bankrupt
but if the person hsve tons of solid amazing friends & family
that will stand by e person 2 go through thick & thin together,
the person would be a millionaire because no amount of money can buy you
kinship & friendship and i think i am "millionaire" because i have so many
wonderful and amazing people around me & I've nothing more to ask for already!
for those who were smiling and know what i am talking about
when you are reading this post yes
THIS POST WAS FOR YOU GUYS, YOU PEOPLE ARE JUST ANGELS SENT FROM HEAVEN
JUST SO AMAZING AND WONDERFUL,I COULDN'T ASK FOR MORE ALREADY, =)on the other side if you are rolling your eyes while reading this post
please get off my fucking page, i don need you here
BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT WORTHY TO READ THIS POST AT ALL, IT IS AN INSULT TO IT!!
alright i am not being emo or what ever ok,
i think it just i couldn't sleep and a lot of stuff just kept coming into my mind
and therefore i will type this post, hahaha but i think it pretty true huh haha
so loser, you can just fuck off my life, i would not die without you here,
i think losers like you guys should really go and think what wrong with you guys,
if you still think you have nothing wrong,
trust me you will see your circle of friends getting smaller and smaller
or maybe you will not even realized it because you guys are just
too comfortable with the comfort zone that you guys are in right now?
as a saying said,
" BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER!!"i think that saying really fit you people like a T!
ok enough of wasting breathe on this worthless loser like you people,
not forgetting for those who text me, or facebook me their birthday wishes,
THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH REALLY!! I'LL KEEP YOU GUYS IN MY PRAYER
AND GOD WILL BLESS YOU ALL, I LOVE YOU ALL!!
Bernadette Karen remembered on 06:21.
