Friday, August 01, 2008
i am back!!
ya ya, i am back from Thailand hahah
well i have to say this trip was a fulfilling and yet a sinful trip,
because i have been spending like no body business there!! hahahah
gosh, don ask me how much i spend cos even myself also get a shock of my life when i was doing my account last nite!!
that was really a nice place i must say,
ppl there were all very friendly,
the trip was a very enjoyable one,
well i'll post another entry abt what we did for the past 4 days there,
well if i can still remember haha
hmmm only thing that wasn't in e way was he can't make for the trip...
well at first he say can make it, than half way through he say he can't spare consecutive days free,
ooh well as expected la,
but i don know why i really wish that he was there,
i don know how to describe that kind of weird and sickening feeling in words,
all i know it i really wish that he was just right beside me,
and know, the first day that we checked into the hotel,
i am wondering, will he just popped out outside my room from no where,
haha i know that sound funny, but well the thought really was in my mind than....
but ooh well, of course he didn't popped out outside my room from no where la, hehe
haiz, karen, karen,
u're such a useless woman.......
awwww i really don wish too also,
but god know why i am like that......
holding onto a guy who don worth me doing all these,
and even though i know he's not worth it,
but yet i allow myself to sink deeper and deeper into him........
ooh maybe everything will be fine when i am 'drowned' into it......
but by the time, will it be too late to save anything??
Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear
Bernadette Karen remembered on 02:04.
