Tuesday, January 13, 2009
tired month...
been so freaking tired this few days,
only had been catching like 2-3 hours of sleep per day,
cos, i thought January will be a peaceful month this month,
as in nothing much happening as it was the first month of the year,
but i was wrong!
terribly wrong!
09 Jan had some super VIP visit which made of us busy like no body business,
reach the island at 0545hrs!
yes 0545hrs! can you believe it
have to open the museum by 0745hrs and get stand by for the VIP to come in,
fine, that's not all,
today, 13 Jan have merlion fire drill!
and later in that day afternoon, VIP visit again!
gosh....
same thing reach the island like 6 plus in the morning,
and to make things worse,
have to go to cove to attend a event held by volvo ocean race,
and after that event, all of us,
myself, amir, ad, hafizah was supper strained out after that!
really really strained out!!!
as i thought alright tomorrow will be a "normal" day,
but no, there is some power shut down tonight,
and tomorrow i have to be here early to do opening!!
because certain zone will sure screwed up because of the shut down.
i was like, "what the fuck!?"
when ant called me and informed me about this at 1745hrs when i was still at cove!!!
i was really like "what the fuck?!"
and if i am not in uniform, all my wonderful blessing will be out!
that's not all, my own fire drill is coming up on 21 Jan!
goodness, 2 drills in a month is really enough to kill,
well maybe not to us, but to me!
i have been seeing things that i really don want to see lately,
pictures speaks louder than words,
at first i do feel a bit upset, but it just for a while,
well really wonder if it is a good thing or a bad thing
and guess i really don have any right to get angry or what ever,
because i know we're nothing....
yes nothing.....
i had been very persistent enough, haven't i??!!!
enough is enough.
a woman's youth is perious, i can't be forever young
and i seriously don feel like wasting my time like that anymore!
sometime you really made feel like dirt,
which sometimes i really think that dirt is more costly than me!
i am starting to release my hand off you,
bit by bit,
day by day,
and i strongly hope/believe that one day,
i can treat you like dirt,
like how you treat me!
i am just waiting for that day to come,
to let you have your taste of your own evil medicine!
Bernadette Karen remembered on 21:23.
