Thursday, December 25, 2008
not a merry christmas neither a happy new year...
gosh, how should i start....
well been through hell lot of shit incident or people lately,
don like it, spolit all my mood for christmas or any every thing for the festival season!
not going to put down all those fucking awful things that is in my mind now,
which some i still refused to go and even think about it man!
family, financial, sickening men, health just came to me all in one slot,
which i don even have enough time to react what the hell happended!
trust me, i hate to say these but this seems to be a fact,
happiness things will only come to you once in a BLUE MOON,
sorrow things will always happended to you one after another!
i am not being emo alright,
in fact i still have to act as if nothing happended at work,
and to entertain those kids at work to make them believe that i am doing cool,
making them believe that i am still able to focus well on my work,
BUT IN FACT I AM AH, WHEN IT COMES TO WORK, I DON THINK WHICH PART OF ME IS NOT GIVING IN THE BEST SHOT!
i seriously don like that, just find myself look like a clown every day,
it just like i have to wear a mask everytime,
wear a different one to face different people
screwd everything la, hate to have so many god damn bloody thinks in my mind now,
really really very tiring~~~~~ :(
very tiring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :(
alright people don ask me where to go for countdown, clubbing etc,
cos i seriously don think i'll have the mood for all those above mention stuffs...
really don have any mood for all those eh,
maybe if i have a sudden urge to go count-down or clubbing,
i'll let you guys know alright?
and know what this year Christmas was the first Christmas that i have spent alone!
plus so ramdonly just meet up with anissa, syila, stanley, bun bun, halim, amir, Glady, Mut at harbour front!
oh well better than nothing i suspposed, better than alone ba
oh well ya that how i spend my Christmas, it's the most plain, boring Christmas ever in my life!
but guess that's better than nothing!
goodness look like really have to look for permate boyfriend already,
it been a whie since i was in a relationship with a man,
think should get into one already huh? haha
hei, any men out there heard me! hahaha
alright ppl, that's all for now,
i am very lazy to type so many things la,
will updates if i have the mood haha
c ya people,
merry x'mas people......
merry x'mas karen :'(
Bernadette Karen remembered on 19:42.
